People do the most outrageously stupid things in the quietest way. I'm in that mood where everyone feels invasive. Why are you standing there? What are you doing? GO AWAY.
I hate hating my body. I need something to take me out of scrutinizing it constantly. That job used to be filled by anxiety, but seeing as that led to no good things, I guess I'll need to distract myself by being happy.
People don't connect anymore. I don't know. There are so many assholes in the world. I feel like everyone I know save for a handful is an asshole. Politics ruin people. I'd say we should act like children but some children are assholes too. How do you not become an asshole? I think it's the genuine desire to have fun and to include other people in on that fun. Why can't we all have more fun?
Thoughts running through me: he's picking up stones in his garden and staring at the woods wondering who is throwing them. Scrambled eggs. No more caffeine, though I love the smell of it, it makes me think of a hospital. I kind of like hospitals, they make me think of guilt-free sleep and the playroom down the hall and righteous pre-plated hospital food. I'm fascinated by the arrangement of hospital food, I could stare at a variety of hospital platings all day. I'm not into music right now, it leaves me empty. He pulls a baby from the tree. I want a late-night TV show on some local TV station where it's just me in some ratty old basement talking about why the government is out to get us. Tongue can be so many things. Fuck, what an annoying bitch. I could kill a bacon sandwich right about now.
Yours,
I
If I could do anything, I would...launch lit fireworks at her face.
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Just re-read this...
"Launch fireworks at her face..."
Sheer brilliance. Really.
xoLO.
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